I'll give you 10 guesses to figure out who was this week's biggest loser at Chub Club - yep, it was me!
Food
Grande vanilla rooibos latte (not a good choice, but delicious)
1 litre water
1 veggie wrap
Couple of spoonfuls of some vile cabbage soup that tasted like a bag of sugar had been poured into it.
Tall vanilla rooibos latte (very bad choice, but it was a gift)
11 grapes
100 calorie bag of popcorn
Amy's veggie loaf meal
10 dry-roasted almonds
1/2 cup fat-free/sugar-free lemon yogurt
1 50 calorie Laura Secord dark chocolate
1/2 an Ugli fruit - another experimentation in food that went very well. When I cut it open it looked like pure sunshine. It was delicious!
Exercise
None today. I'm taking the day off. Saturday is always going to be my day of rest.
With pants on, I weigh 191.4. Yeah, I took my jeans off for the weigh in. Then we decided to weigh in with the jeans on and take that weight. The jeans off weight was 190.0. As big as this number is, it's less than it was last Saturday :)
You know, I feel different. I can't quite put my finger on it, but I like it. I rage a lot. Last night I was depending on husband to get home by 6:15 p.m. so I could catch the train at 6:30 p.m. Did he show up on time? No. I kind of knew this would happen, but in the back of my head I believed he'd be on time. Normally I'd rage something fierce. Last night, I just worked through it (feeling quite frustrated inside) but I didn't freak out. THIS IS HUGE.
Okay, so I'm just about to go to bed and mentally I'm feeling like crap. I'm hoping I'm just super tired and that it'll all go away in my dreams. Can I really be falling into the cycle of rewarding myself with food for taking weight off this week?!?! Today's food intake has left me feeling heavy, bloated and disappointed.
Note to self: shut the fuck up and enjoy your success!
Cupcake
xo
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1 comments:
Yay to your success! That's awesome!!!!!!!! Hugs
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